October 2010
Today was damn good. Other than the fact that discover card training is so hard to stay awake in :( I have tried different methods in staying awake; not eating, EATING A LOT, caffeine, good nights rest, taking the stairs, breakfast, and sugar. Unfortunately, nothing is working and I am constantly falling asleep in class. I need to get used to this 9-5. I guess the 23k I will earn a year and 900$...
James
I want you back. You are so missed here. :’(
Hannah,
Im sorry those fucks are fucks to you. You don’t deserve that bull shit and I will always have your back.
I hate my horoscope always being right.
Go slow, especially if it’s been a while since you two have discussed plans for the future. Lay the groundwork before you take action. In other words, think about what you want before you plunge into a new situation.
wtf.
WHAAAAT?
Did you hear some greedy little girl complaining on her birthday?
I take it back.
One of the best birthdays I’ve ever had.
and HEY, next year is 20!
I already officially hate today.
I miss you.
and this sucks.
I’m sorry, although I’m not sure what I’m sorry for.
I just want a glass of your orange juice and to fall asleep on your chest before the movie is half way over.
THAT IS THE ONLY THING I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY. but of course, no one ever gets what they want. Well, not me.
I fucking hate my stepdad.
SAME
WANT
Nickelcade.
Am I allowed to feel betrayed? I feel like I love and care about you so much that I shouldnt be so angry with you.. but really, WHAT THE FUCK? What is going through your head? I know you dont have to make the same decisions as me but it hurts knowing you arent on my side anymore.
Im so selfish. I wish I didnt even read that. whekbWEUIFQHEWUIB
Its fucking amazing how something so small can make me grin from ear to ear.
And meeting new people is nice. Also, getting invited to my own parties is nice as well.
I want things I cant have. Everything is going wrong. I need something good to happen before I kill myself :(
I hope that dream is a reoccurring one.
Thank you, Jon.
But with my ego, I can stand there with a speedo And still be looked at like a fucking hero
i can see where this music creates confidence in people.
<3
self medicating
with lady gaga and kanye west.
Don’t expect the worst.
Expect the the unexpected?
Yeah right.
Going to..
pick up Hannah.
I’m taking Elliot and Alex.
She doesnt know that though.
I dont exactly do these things... but i love... →
colorinyoursilhouette:
You have always been there for me.
I’m so lucky to have a sister I’m so close with,
that I can actually call my best friend.
You know what’s right for me, and you help
me see it too.
I couldn’t have asked for a better big sister.
You were always there for me when I was sad,
and you would…
Can I please just fucking kill you? I hate you. You are a dick. Honestly, if you died I would laugh. LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH FUCKING LAUGH.
I am feelin’ like shit.
Woke up at 3 am with a 103 degree fever.
I feel like I’m going to throw up, but it hasnt happened yet.
My throat feels like it is closed shut.
djbott:
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now.
James
Im sorry that I am constantly making you pissed. Im sorry. Im sorry. Your my cousin and family shouldn’t act that way. I just love the tone of your voice when your annoyed. Its comforting to me. However, since we are family, if you are mad at me… just tell me. and Ill stop. I know, I know, Im annoying.
But I still love you and I wish I could make you a sandwhich right meow!
I want some.
Just a little bit.
Okay, Okay, ALOT.
