December 2010
ALSO
My job offered me to work on MLK day. That will be 30.50 times 9 hours. Thank you very much <3
Dec 31st
ATTENTION
I picked up 16 extra hours this weekend making 30.50 an hour. YES, I just said THIRTY dollars an hour. HELLZ. You can do the math, 30.50 times 16. :) Now, let me save this money to go to Europe this summer. Be jealous.
Dec 31st
I hate not having the internet at my house and having to steal it from people at various places.  aaaaaaaaand I work too much. Money money money.
Dec 28th
I want some Christmas dinner. 
Dec 24th
Oh hey, you’re a fucking bitch. And I cant wait for erbfaluerhfueirbcfjrbCFgUERbfjerhufeiurfvbwieoFUY3982YER hn jl  Not completely going to start drama over tumblr. but youre fucking stupid.
Dec 24th
I don’t want to waste my money getting you a Christmas present and to be perfectly honest, I put it off until now because: You’re annoying.
Dec 22nd
I AM GOINGGGG TOOOOOO WORRRRRK. Making money. 
Dec 21st
I
Hate you.
Dec 19th
Dec 16th
If you’d let me have my way, I swear I’d tear you apart.
Dec 16th
Dec 15th
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IF LOOKS COULD REALLY KILL, THEN MY PROFESSION WOULD BE STARING.
Dec 15th
Dec 14th
Jon.
If it makes you less sad I will die by your hand I hope you find out what you want I already know what I am And if it makes you less sad We’ll start talking again And you can tell me how vile  I already know that I am I’ll grow old And start acting my age I’ll be a brand new day  In a life that you hate A crown of gold A heart that’s harder than stone And it hurts a whole...
Dec 14th
Impact Training.
I think I should do it. Its for people with “emotional baggage” from their past and it helps you to learn respect and accountability. Apparently people from all over the world travel to Utah to take these classes.  The first one is 500$ The second one is 800$ and is also 800$ Basically over 2,000 dollars and thats a ton of money but A lot of people are willing to sponsor you and...
Dec 14th
These days I don’t really respect many people. Except Jon’s mom. She is so sweet and kind to me. Always. I love our little chats and daily phone calls. I wish she could be my mom. I love her!
Dec 14th
Im with you on that.
colorinyoursilhouette: It’s weird how you can have a completely good day, but the moment you lay in bed, your head fills with thousands of thoughts. And your day can change just like that. I miss you dad. :(
Dec 14th
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Dec 12th
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GOING TO DO PRODUCTIVE THINGS. LIKE TANNING AND GOING TO THE GYM. THEN SHOWERING AND GOING TO WORK. rjafhwehfIUEFJN   
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
I tried to cry this morning when I woke up. I couldn’t. I don’t know what happened to me but I guess now I really just don’t give a shit. I do miss Hannah though. 
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
Easy come, Easy go. That’s just how you live. Oh, Take Take Take it all but you never give.  ahhhh that song has been on repeat for about 15 minutes.  This weekend was damn good and I have done a lot so I’m actually ready to go back to work. I have a set of work friends and non work friends. I can’t be away from either for too long. Except tomorrow is Sunday and I only get to...
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
Kanye West is a racist piece of shit. I like his music. But he is racist. And a piece of shit.
Dec 11th
EWWWWWWWWWWW. Stop. Youre embarrassing me. FUCK. 
Dec 11th
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Dec 9th
Eat from my hands, bitch.
Dec 9th
CANNOT. STOP. LISTENING. 
Dec 8th
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Dec 8th
IM REALLY GETTING ANNOYED AT THE FACT ALL MY BROTHER AND TIFFANEE DO FROM THE TIME THEY WAKE UP TO THE TIME THEY GO TO BED IS SMOKE WEED. fuck. get a life.
Dec 8th
Today:
I was in a really lazy mood and didn’t want to go to work. I wanted to stay home and make candles :( I started off at work in a bad mood and it kinda just got worse and worse. We had a team meeting and I met everyone on my team for the first time. The is an extremely gay man on my team named Shawn. He is so nice to me and I really like him, He started the same day I did but he had a...
Dec 8th
Instability. OF COURSE.
All I want to do is make candles. So if you are expecting a Christmas present from me, expect a damn candle. I am so drained and tired. After this weekend I seemed to have forgotten everything I have learned at work. F. I started my new shift yesterday, I just wanna make some more money and I don’t care if I have to work nights to do that. I like sleeping in anyways… Ive paid Ricky...
Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
“I just blame everything on you At least you know that’s what I’m good at” YOU^^^^
Dec 7th
Things I wish were free: Waxes! Eyelashes Gas Fancy Christmas presents for the people most dear to me. TATTOOS Nicer hair extensions. (I think ill do an extension run on a sunday at sallys when the lazy bitches are in the back. They have no cameras and I hate that fucking corporation) Plane tickets to far away places that are cooler than SLC.
Dec 4th
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Dec 4th
I want another tattoo!
Dec 4th
Weird dream x349872938475. Jon and I were at a party, on a train? (That part is vague, I hardly remember it) Then I was still working at Sallys and for some reason the location of Sallys was out in the woods and there was a swimming pool in front of it. I was walking outside and then suddenly this SUV slammed into the water and starts sinking for a moment and then resurfaces with no one inside....
Dec 4th
Dec 3rd
Who da fuck do you think you are? I am sorry I am not a jealous little prick who condemns my boyfriends to myself being the only female they come into contact with. Don’t tell me “Boys and girls cant be JUST friends” and If you allow that to happen he is going to cheat on you.” You don’t know me. You don’t know my business. And I hope you felt embarrassed when I...
Dec 3rd
I wear heels bigger then your dick.
Thats not saying much I guess, since I cant wear anything taller than 3 inches! haha emily
Dec 2nd